(Rant) I don't understand people anymore... decision
Written by: NeoGamerX - 03:43 May-04-2018

So yesterday I got banned from a discord server and when I tried to ask them about it, they blocked me.

For reasons that remain unknown to me. I mean come on what the hell?

What happened to the right to know these things?

What happened to 2nd chances?

I admit I have done stupid things in the past but some people...

As a result of these events I have come to a conclusion which lead to a decision I recently made.

If you suddenly block or ban me and aren't willing to give me a reason for doing or a 2nd chance then that tells me you are just a waste of my time and I'm too good to be hanging around your kind anyway when you ignore a request for a 2nd chance because obviously you think you are too good to give a 2nd chance.

Otherwise you would, I know I would. Nothing is beyond my ability to forgive, including unforgiveness and yes even murder.

Even if my divine father won't forgive those who won't forgive others.

"But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins." - Matthew 6:15

(This applies even if the person is not sorry for what they did.)

But I don't intend to turn this into a religious discussion or debate.

I am sick and tired of feeling guilty and/or being pathetic.

If you don't want to forgive me or give me a 2nd chance, that's fine it is your legal right. But let me warn you: To not forgive is like consuming poison. It will result in anger, bitterness, hatred and eventually it will ultimately result in your own self-destruction.

You will have no one to blame but yourself because me and probably several others tried to warn you about it.

I will not feel guilty about it anymore. There's no point in dwelling on the past. It's already happened, you can't do anything about it. Just move on with your life already. Just don't forget to learn from your mistakes and remember that there are still plenty of fish left in the sea.

That is all I have to say.


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what…. what… is this literal garbage

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Well don't worry about it. Just brush it off and move on to the next thing. I mean, some issues cannot easily be just "brushed" off like that but still, moving on is the best option when the other party simply does not want to compromise.
Also, even if you did something worthy enough to kick you off the server, you do have the right to ask the reason, since you seem to have no idea of it. So.. yeah, its totally fine to be annoyed and angry. But just don't let that anger affect other parts of your life.
And finally, about the religion part, I am a Christian. I do believe in Jesus' ideologies, not for the miracles and stuff though. But yeah, at its root, Christianity has some good things to teach us. But if you are smart enough, you don't need religion to teach you what you can learn for

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yourself. That's the key thing to keep in mind in regards to religion. They are for helping us live a better life, morally and monetarily. All that talk of heaven, that is pointless in the present. So if one can understand how to live a life that satisfies him/her then in my opinion, I don't think they need to religion to guide their way. Thusly, to sum up, I'd say that religion is like a moral compass for those who might stray off the path of good (in terms of morality, which is entirely subjective somehow)

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@NeoGamerX what you say makes a lot of sense I respect your absolutely clear decision. You have just shown what you believe but i do not think your are religious though. I respect what you have said regardless what I believe.

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Like I said, I don't intend to turn this into a religious discussion and I'm not sure why you would say that but if you want to discuss it, please send me a friend request and we can discuss it further via whispers. (You can't whisper someone unless they are on your friend's list.)

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Well, you are religious the entirety of most religions, including Christianity, are there to make you feel guilty and pathetic, weak and powerless, control your thought process and actions, add an imaginary concept of "meaning" and make you think everything has to have a "meaning" even your life, when things just are, no grand "meaning" behind them… oh and obey, obey, obey…


Now with so few details, I do NOT know why you were banned from that discord chat/server/room, you haven't said what you did or at least think of a reason why you might have gotten banned/blocked. So anything?

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Also outside of Christianity, due to the difference in culture many ideologies and religions believe that to forgive is to suffer, so yeah…

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If you are going to criticize my faith at least do your research, otherwise I am not going to take you seriously. You believe the lies that you have been told by media too many times and that has tricked you into believing it as true.


It may be the point of other religions but NOT Christianity. I believe God is real and that his word is neither objective nor subjective but absolute. Meaning that what he says goes.


The reason I feel a strong sense of guilt is because of certain mental disorders I have: Autism, Anxiety, and ADHD.

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That said if you want to discuss religion, send me a buddy request and we can discuss via whispers.


I only put the verse to make a point. I specifically stated that I do not want to turn this into a religious discussion or debate.


Something you clearly ignored with your comment.

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Ooopsss… I missed line.. I did NOT see that part.


Also considering that I do NOT have any (anti)social media accounts, unless you count youtube, where I watch mainly technical videos and some game videos and maybe some anime videos and that's about it. I do NOT read any sort of news and do NOT watch TV. I've just read a good amount of the bible to see for myself and counter arguments… I've read Genesis, Exodus, Revelations and a lot others… According to revelations, you will serve God day in and day out in heaven… hell for me pls… like wtf… I do NOT want to arse kiss day in and day out… but ok, no more bible talk.

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and most of what you mentioned is part of the Old Testament in which only Jewish people believe in. An eye for an eye and all that good stuff. The rest of us have the New one. Also you are probably completely mininterpreting if you are not given the right context about the stuff you read in the Bible. Its not just a book you pick up from the shelf and understand like a simple novel. Being so sure you have it all figured out is pretty cocky, I am gonna tell ya. Anyway, some info and food for thought. See you around.

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That's what I don't understand. I did nothing wrong, me and the head admin of the server got along real well and then all of a sudden, BAM I am kicked out of the server and when I request information, she just blocks me.


Completely unfair. Not something I would of done myself.

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Well, then there is no guilt nor fault to be had on your side… people are irrational and some people even have mood swings so bad that they screw others just to feel better for the moment and usually later realize they fuked up, that was another disorder of a sort I think… everything has become a disorder nowadays XD

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Well to be honest I do have some idea as to why but I don't want to say or do anything until I have a definite answer.


I don't like to operate on assumptions, it just isn't right and I risk just making myself look bad.

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