A few useless words...
Written by: GameBoy27 - 11:25 Feb-11-2014

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"I was in front of my laptop. Some one just wrote a blog on GD, nice one. I couldn't concentrate on reading it. My head was feeling two sizes too small for my brain. Lights around me seemed too glowing. My eyes were dizzy. I was not at my own home, I was there to attend a wedding of my relative. It was afternoon at 3 or maybe 4. I felt like nothing mattered...."

19th Sep, 2013

That was the last sunny afternoon I logged on to GD regularly. I had a serious fever. I have no idea what happened later on, but I didn't log on to GD for months since then.

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My life was not bad. Whatever, however it was, I could enjoy it. I was feeling it. I was adorning that run-of-the-mill life of mine with colors, the most I could, as I liked it. I had nothing to demand more from life.

But then something happened. I couldn't see anything. But my life was losing its colors. Everything was falling apart. My friends, family and everyone else I knew seemed to be people from a far corner. In this strange chaos inside, my life was kinda falling apart. I forgot to do things I liked once. I was a lost person, I had questions, but I didn't have answers. I didn't even notice that I forgot GD, a once everyday part of my life, when life was better.

Then I kept struggling to get back the color of my life. But I hardly met success. I tried to get back on GD too. But then I found a stupider truth. I wasn't even able to get interest in GD.

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Here I am. Still in a delirium. But this time, I'm back on GD. And I wanna stay here as long as I can...

I need to keep this life of mine going.

P.S: Sorry for wasting your precious time if you have read all the way to here.

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13:45 Feb-11-2014

Here I am. A person who you haven't met. I know nothing about your life. I can't do much to help from over here. You still decided to share your mind here, with us. I want to help. I read it. I can't say for sure if what you're going through is similar to what I went through. I can say this. Hang in there. Things might get better sooner or later. If you have someone you care about the most hang on to that person, be it a best friend, your parents or someone else. Talk with someone who will listen to you. This is a small help from me since here you are also part of the family. You haven't wasted our time. We must always together when the going gets tough to help each other through :)

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15:33 Feb-11-2014

Thanks for the nice words, bro. That's all I could say at this moment...

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18:09 Feb-11-2014

A song will help also :) http://youtu.be/hle6tSHD6DU

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06:47 Feb-26-2014

Thanks, buddy...

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