"I was in front of my laptop. Some one just wrote a blog on GD, nice one. I couldn't concentrate on reading it. My head was feeling two sizes too small for my brain. Lights around me seemed too glowing. My eyes were dizzy. I was not at my own home, I was there to attend a wedding of my relative. It was afternoon at 3 or maybe 4. I felt like nothing mattered...."
19th Sep, 2013
That was the last sunny afternoon I logged on to GD regularly. I had a serious fever. I have no idea what happened later on, but I didn't log on to GD for months since then.
My life was not bad. Whatever, however it was, I could enjoy it. I was feeling it. I was adorning that run-of-the-mill life of mine with colors, the most I could, as I liked it. I had nothing to demand more from life.
But then something happened. I couldn't see anything. But my life was losing its colors. Everything was falling apart. My friends, family and everyone else I knew seemed to be people from a far corner. In this strange chaos inside, my life was kinda falling apart. I forgot to do things I liked once. I was a lost person, I had questions, but I didn't have answers. I didn't even notice that I forgot GD, a once everyday part of my life, when life was better.
Then I kept struggling to get back the color of my life. But I hardly met success. I tried to get back on GD too. But then I found a stupider truth. I wasn't even able to get interest in GD.
Here I am. Still in a delirium. But this time, I'm back on GD. And I wanna stay here as long as I can...
I need to keep this life of mine going.
P.S: Sorry for wasting your precious time if you have read all the way to here.