Relationship Status
Written by: Haxxan - 18:16 Oct-10-2013

Speak up guys and gals.

I'm forever alone :')

Whats your relationship status?

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11:16 Oct-18-2013

I am :P

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08:42 Oct-15-2013

I am the last one with nothng.

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09:49 Oct-15-2013

hahahhahahaha, Damn, I should really remove that, but who cares. Carry on xD

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09:50 Oct-15-2013

lool XD

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18:33 Oct-12-2013

Married to gaming :D after my break up :D

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15:27 Oct-11-2013

It's complicated bro... though I'm always single... so far...

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09:21 Oct-11-2013

Divorced my fiancée becaue she was annoying crazy b1tch

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01:27 Oct-11-2013

The beautiful single life.

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01:34 Oct-11-2013

Believe me, life is much more beautiful with someone to love ;)

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07:48 Oct-11-2013

Amanda &#603

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08:42 Oct-15-2013

:D

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22:15 Oct-10-2013

It's complicated

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08:19 Oct-11-2013

It always is

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08:22 Oct-11-2013

It wasn't before she died...

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08:28 Oct-11-2013

Oh, damn. Sorry dude! I had no idea!
What happened?

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08:40 Oct-11-2013

Ashlee Nicole Lenskie, born July 3, 1997, died October 8, 2012.
Sexually assaulted by the local school bully after she denied his boyfriend request. Committed suicide 3 days later.
She warned me, that he was after her and I took no notice. I saw him every day, and did nothing about it. Next thing I know, she comes running to my friends house where I was staying the night in tears. She told me he had been threatening her, but I didn't want to make any trouble. I made my peace with him after she died, at the cost of 2 broken fingers and a fracture in my hand from smashing his face in so hard.
That's why I find any abuse, of any sort, intolerable. I never used to do anything about it: now I do whatever it takes to make it stop.

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08:52 Oct-11-2013

Damn that's harsh, man.
Was he ever arrested or anything?

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09:00 Oct-11-2013

He was reported and investigated, but still walks free because there was no hard evidence and no witnesses. As the police put it, "It was the word of a broken boyfriend going by what a depressed, suicidal girl told him against the word of a seemingly harmless, and innocent young man that was beaten unconscious." The investigation carried on for a month, but was eventually closed with the conclusion that the girl was simply depressed and only wanted an excuse to end her own life, as is what most suicidal people do

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09:10 Oct-11-2013

This is the first time I've ever mentioned this on GD, and also the first time its been publicly revealed on the internet.
Anyway, the reason why it's complicated is because I've met someone else now, and the problem is that I don't yet feel comfortable with the thought of being involved with someone else after all she had done for me. Even in death, she is the most amazing person I know.
What troubles me the most is knowing I could have done something, anything! She warned me well ahead of time, but me, being the spineless whelp I was back then, did nothing because I didn't want to make any trouble. I live with that every day.
I'm moving on now, and I think about it less often, but I'll never forget her. Never.

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09:11 Oct-11-2013

**** me man, I don't even know what to say anymore.
I can only offer my sincerest sympathies.
I guess it's a good thing you learned a life lesson out of it, but that doesn't weigh against experiencing such a thing at such a young age of course.

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09:20 Oct-11-2013

Thank you. To be perfectly honest, it feels good to get a bit of weight off my shoulders.
Life is more or less back to normal now, and I've been finding lots of things to take my mind off her, and GD is the best place. That's one of the reasons why I love it so much, and I'll forever be dedicated to this site because of that. This place makes me happy with all its happy members :')
Also, to anyone else reading this, I would appreciate it if this story is not "passed along". If people are to find out, I would prefer it if they heard it from me instead of "through the grape vine": that's how rumors start, right or wrong. I hope you will all consider that before blurting it out to the next person you see.

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13:10 Oct-11-2013

:'( This world is a rotten place :/

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13:24 Oct-11-2013

Indeed it is

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11:15 Oct-18-2013

OMG :(

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11:23 Nov-13-2013

Oh God.. :( i feel sorry for her... that guy doesn't deserve to be free....

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21:18 Oct-10-2013

Girlfriend? is that a new pokemon?

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07:48 Oct-11-2013

I thought it was some new Indian dish...

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08:42 Oct-15-2013

lol what tero ?

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18:34 Oct-10-2013

in a relationship :/

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18:37 Oct-10-2013

o.O. Dayum, you;re lucky :D

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18:39 Oct-10-2013

Nah its really annoying :/

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18:40 Oct-10-2013

lol xD

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07:47 Oct-11-2013

I know the feeling :P

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07:51 Oct-11-2013

hey tero i know this is none of my business but ur married right ? o.O

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12:02 Oct-11-2013

I've never been married...

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15:02 Oct-11-2013

Okay :p

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18:32 Oct-10-2013

:'( Forever alone with my pc :/
Psstt... I will divorce with this one :P
Gonna marry a new one in a week xD

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18:33 Oct-10-2013

lel xD

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20:30 Oct-10-2013

Where do you buy your parts? E-shop? :P

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12:47 Oct-11-2013

Nope :P **** eshop
I gonna buy everything from BestBuy US :P

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07:47 Oct-11-2013

Ahahahahaa, epic :D

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18:32 Oct-10-2013

Forever Alone !!!
or maybe no... idk :P

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18:29 Oct-10-2013

I never had a gf, and I'm almost 17

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18:30 Oct-10-2013

I know that feel bro :'(

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07:46 Oct-11-2013

I was 24-25 when I first started dating so you have nothing to worry about :)

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18:28 Oct-10-2013

Got a bunch of F-buddies, one of them is starting to be a bit more though... ;)

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18:29 Oct-10-2013

I'm assuming that you're the one who voted for "It's complicated" :3

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07:45 Oct-11-2013

Yeah that's me :D

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18:19 Oct-10-2013

where is "in love"? :D

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18:21 Oct-10-2013

That comes in the forever Alone category :3

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18:22 Oct-10-2013

nah not always anyway i will vote it :)

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